I began sucking his cock and I could taste his salty precum. I didn't know what to do my head was spinning. The guy then took my head and shoved his cock into my mouth. I took a sniff and all of a sudden I felt so lightheaded like I was high. I asked and he said they were called poppers. That's when he took out a bottle and said here sniff this it will make you feel better. He laughed and said that doesn't mean anything. He asked me if I sucked cock and I told him no I was straight. He asked why I was there and I said I was just watching a video. I thought it was the man from upfront but when I unlocked the door a black guy pushed his way inside and told me to be quiet. I then heard a knock on the door and a man said open the door please. When the time expired I put another token in. I sat up on the chair and watched my video. I looked down and saw a man in the other booth obviously jerking off. As the video played I could see in the booth and noticed a hole on one side of the booth. I went inside and locked the door behind me and put a token in the machine and the video started playing. I walked up and down through this maze of booths and came to one that I thought I would try. As I walked along I felt hands grabbing my cock and ass. It was so dark I could hardly see my own hand in front of me. He said go inside and find a booth and enjoy. I gave him a $5 dollar bill and he gave me my tokens. I asked how much it was and he said $3 minimum. I told him no I hadn't he said well its a bunch of booths inside where a person can go and watch some porn videos. He asked if I had ever been to a peep show before. I asked the guy who was sitting at the desk what it was. When I came to the back of the store I saw another section called Peep Booths. I walked up and down the aisles looking at the huge collection of porn magazines and sex toys. I was 18 but I looked closer to 14 or 15.
I gave him my drivers license and he laughed and said sure kid have fun. As I walked in I was stopped at the counter by the clerk who asked me for my ID. I didn't see anyone in the store so I went in. I walked by a few strip bars and some adult book stores and came to one that looked interesting. I knew I wasn't gay or anything like that.
I was new to sex with girls and had never had sex with a guy. I had on jeans and a t-shirt and definitely peeked the interest of a few men as I walked down the street. I was 5'11 long blonde hair and weighed 135lbs. I was curious to what really went on down there so one night I skipped out on my friends and headed into Boston to check it out. I heard all the sordid stories of prostitutes and strippers as well as the crime and how rough it was. When I was 18 I ventured to the seedy section of Boston called the Combat Zone. As you can see in the picture it’s no wonder o am treated as a gag hot sissy toilet. We need a good cock to shit and suck so we vmcan live out our ultimate fantasy. I have started fantasizing about this too and it’s what we talk a lot about and it gets us twisted up. She has a fantasy to shit on a guys cock and make me lick his dirty ass as he shits on me and then suck his cock and swallow his cum off his shitty cock. She loves using me and I being used in the lowest form as a toilet.
I have become addicted to the severe humiliation of being used as her toilet drinking her piss, eating her poop and spreading it all over myself and jerking off with shit to show her I still love her. Now our love for one another have taken many various turns the last was about 6 years ago when she tried using me as her toilet and making me wear diapers, and use tampons in my sissy pussy. Over time she became more attracted to women and men less and stopped fucking me all together when she cucked me. We sucked and fucked a lot of guys together through the years. From that day on she has controlled me and helped me along my path to giving into my true desire for cock. One day she came home from work I’m unexpectedly and walked in on me sucking off my neighbor dressed in her lingerie. After she saw how arroused I became when she told me a kinky story of her lover did she start to realize who I truly am. I had played and sucked some cock up till then without her knowledge and crossdressed occasionally (well okay a lot) and my dressing had always been an issue where she thought I would get cock and leave her for a man. It was after finally catching her having an affair that I admitted I needed her to cuckold me and allow me to clean her pussy and suck her lovers cock if they desired. I caught her with her girlfriend once too. I always suspected but could never prove it. I love to be humiliated and degraded for my little pee pee that could never provide the pleasure my wife needed. I confess that I am a faggot, as gay inside as can be.